Clown Zeroes In On Theories Of Emotional Twistedness

My Bad ?!? The Worst Day Of My Life

My head is overloaded
Cats claw at my skin
I'm dehydrated
All the flags are waving, sirens fill the din
And I've got the shakes again

Through a boozy fog I see
It's emotions that are killing me
A forgotten whisper on my lips
Make it stop
Let me out

I'm standing on the corner with a balloon dog in my hand
Hands shake the feeling from my finger tips
Being and nothingness spiral crazily
The gun's still warm and the fear comes on
What is life but a reprieve from death?

Evil Clown

If I can't blame you, who can I blame?
- Litotes The Clown


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Evil Clown Can't Sleep, Must Eat

Evil Clowns Stalk City And Stock Freezers After Dark



Behind This Tie

No one knows what it is like to be the bad clown
To be the sad clown
The mad clown
Behind a red nose

Who gets what it is to be fated
To be baited
Forever unsated
Baptized in lies

I have months were I'm only lonely
Eyes that don't gleam but are empty
No soul can touch me
When love is a monstrosity

My life may feel pointless and empty
My actions seem pithy
But my dreams are visions
Ethics own actuality

Sharp voices they guide me
Self harm nurture's me
Necrotic impulses fulfill me
Little hauntings sustain me

Evil Clown

Evil Clown image: we sleep, they go to work - business men of the night, mixed media on paper

The real artist erases the line between crying and laughter.
- Litotes The Clown


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Evil Clown Sketch

Evil Clown Drawing, Ink On Paper

Inconsequential metaphysics
When we really get down to it,
it's all a matter of slap stick.

Pondering that, or pondering this.
Wasting time,
peering through mist.

Flow on the wind, not the stars.
use your time
in the backs of cars.

Do not think, to gaze on out,
beyond your scope.
To think is to doubt.

Frolic in fields,
run and play.
What else is there anyway?

Evil Clown

Killing you Killing me Killing time
- Litotes The Clown

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